Pissed.

I am very sorry, but I have no one to rant to....and I NEED to get this off my chest once and for all.

Ok, I don't want any father-daughter bonding experiences, no heart to hearts, I WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. I am almost 20 it's kinda late for that shtick. You're too sensitive and I'm stubborn, and it's taken me a very long time to figure this out but I'm not a bad person, even if you tell me I am I'M NOT, I do NOT have a bad personality and I am NOT disturbed. Maybe YOU should get your male PMS under control. Every time you come down and bother me in the basement, with "you said this in a mean tone" and "why are you being so mean" honestly it just makes me want to do it more. I am SICK of playing this game of what's wrong with me...guess what? I am going to community college after going to an ultra competitive prominent university. I am stuck in Buffalo in the house with my parents when all my friends are in Toronto. My friends in Buffalo DO NOT CALL ME in fact I haven't seen them in MONTHS. Because they are so wrapped up in their own lives they've forgotten I EXIST that's what's wrong with me. So please I've had to deal with years of this sensitive crap from you and all I can say is TAKE IT LIKE A MAN. I do. I apologize to you when I know I've done nothing wrong, I purposely try to stay longer at school and in the library to avoid coming home, and I am FUCKING SICK OF IT. Develop a thick skin, I'm a depressed 20 year old, don't over analyze everything I do.

Sorry for that, but I really have no outlets.

So to celebrate my relese of anger let's go with some Bif Naked. The worst part about this song is that it sounds like a self fulfilling prophecy....